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Lynna
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Heya~!
I'm Darlynne/Lynne. I like to draw cute stuff! 😁
You can also see my works here:
aminoapps.com/p/xj0al
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Love + Art = Peace
Every work of art has a story to tell... And this is my story...

A few might think this belongs to "healing." And although it does, I think that inner peace was what lead me to heal. Before slowly recovering, I had to find inner peace. And it was through art and love that I had achieved that inner peace, the so-called "peace of mind."

Before I had this inner peace and harmony, I was a mess. I was in constant conflict with myself. I couldn't accept my failures, my past, my differences. I couldn't accept myself and who I truly was. I'd let others weigh me down, always believing in everything they've said about me. Because of this constant conflict, I had sunk into depression. I hated myself. I hated everything about me. And that hatred manifested itself through self-harm. I'd often cut myself, while reminding myself of all the negative things others had said. "You're useless, you're worthless, a failure, a disappointment," I'd often remind myself. For years, it had been this way... until I learned to express myself through art. Instead of slitting my wrists, I'd draw it all out. Art was my way of communicating and expressing who I truly was. As I began to share my art, I realized that a few people liked my art. This was what lead me to start accepting myself. I realized that I wasn't that worthless, that there was something good in me. Art had brought out the good in me. Art was my refuge, my sanctuary; art was where I can truly be myself. And it was art that lead me to love myself and to love others. 

Because of art, I had learned to love myself. And through love, I had found inner peace. I've made peace with my failures, I've made peace with my past, I've made peace with my mistakes...And I've made peace with the fact that I am bisexual. I no longer hide who I really am. I am no longer ashamed to come out as bisexual, I'm not ashamed in loving who I love... It was also through art that I had met someone who loved me for who I am. And that love has helped me more in finding inner peace.

Everyone deserves inner peace, everyone deserves to love who they want to love. Everyone deserves to express themselves confidently, unashamed of whatever makes them different... And I'm glad DeviantArt has given this opportunity to let everyone tell their story confidently.


(So... uh... symbolism... The arm/hand with multiple visible scars was meant to be my mine. It shows how I had struggled with depression and self-harm and how I am now at peace with that. I no longer try to hide those scars. I no longer feel ashamed of me. The other hand is meant to be my SO's. The person who had accepted me and loved me, the person who had helped me achieve inner peace... I don't really like to dictate the meaning for my art because I know everyone interprets it differently sooo... let's just leave it as that. Feel free to give your own meaning, and feel free to tell me what you think of my art)
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Calmly Saddened
When I showed my bf a sketch of this, he said something like Blue still seems sad, but not the grieving kind of sad... But the calm type of sad. Thus, the title.
Now for a little back story.
Months ago, I drew Blue Diamond twice because I could relate to her in a way. The first time I drew Blue, I was grieving over a failure. Nothing too distressing. The second time I drew Blue, it was during that time when I challenged myself to draw daily. Once again, I was in grief and during this time, I was at my lowest... I drew Blue to show my current state. And so now, I've drawn her in a different way. No longer upset, no longer grieving...slowly starting to get better. And that's what I am right now. I'm starting to get better.

Oh, I also have this on my art page
www.facebook.com/ailee.dawn.dr…
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I got tagged by Soleaf10  to do this.. This is actually the first time I'm doing something like this (also the first time I'm making a journal entry). Here we go!

Rules:
-1. You have to post ALL the rules 
-2. Each person has to share 13 things about themselves 
-3. Answer 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions for tagged people to answer 
-4. Choose 13 people 
-5. You legitimately have to tag 13 people 
-6. You CAN'T say you don't do tags 
-7. Tag-backs ARE ALLOWED 
-8. YOU MUST DO THE JOURNAL ENTRY! NO COMMENTS! Unless you're talking -ABOUT the Journal Entry 
-9. You have to finish within a week. If you don't finish in time, you have to do whatever the creator asks (it's not necessary)
-10. Be creative with the title. You can't mention you got tagged in the title, but can in the Journal/Journal description

1.What do you think about Undertale??
    It's awesome! I've been addicted to the game ever since my friend introduced me to it.

2.Do you have braces?
    Nope. But I'll be getting braces sometime next year.

3.Do you try to live environmentally friendly?? 
    Yup :D


3.How do you go to school (if you do)?
    On Mondays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays, I walk to school (because it's pretty close to where I live). But on Tuesdays, I'd go with my cousin and her dad would take us to school (different campus on Tuesdays).

4.Favorite food?
        A bit difficult to decide... Pizza, I guess?

5. Would you visit Korea? (I just love my country too much)
    Well... I've always wanted to. So why not? :D

6. Do you like listening to music when you draw?
    Yup. I do that most of the time :D

7.Do you hug a doll while you go to sleep? (Cuz i do:D (Big Grin))
    Sometimes :)

8.Favorite book?
    Night Shift by Lilith Saintcrow

9. How many languages do you speak?
    2... My native language and English..

10.Can you play any musical instruments?
    Yup. Violin.

11.Do you like being in the spotlight?
    NOOOOO... I get stage-fright. Haha

12.Do you listen to Undertale soundtrack?
    Yes. Especially while waiting for my BF... or when I feel really depressed XD

13. (FINALLY last question) Can you do a cartwheel??
    Yup.


-- Then I shall tag 13 other people... Sorry if I'm bothering you with this XD
GyuriKitsuneXtreme 
ShadowWalkerArt 
Cipher-Obsessed-Nerd 
a1k2 
FadingSpectrum 
MusettaDream
TheSilennZia
Devil-Devine 
SkyeCloudgate91
TIXIXX 
Positive-or-Negative

Aaand here are the 13 questions ^^

1. Do you watch Gravity Falls?
2. Favorite genre in music?
3. Do you cosplay or are you interested in cosplays?
4. Digital art or traditional art?
5. Favorite game?
6. Favorite character (in anything. can be games, a tv show, from a book. etc.)
7. Do you own a pet?
8. Favorite color?
9. What motivates you?
10. Biggest fear (if you're willing to share)
11. Do you believe in ghosts and other supernatural beings?
12. Do you watch anime?
13. Do you like horror games?

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:iconryuemi:
Ryuemi Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2017  New Deviant
Thank you for the watch!
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kandeekorn Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
your style is so cute!!!
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CountessGrace Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for that ^.^ that really means a lot to me
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TheNamesJunkie Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Looks like someone's a big bill cipher fan. :D
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themickey13 Featured By Owner Edited Nov 26, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the fave and the watch! <3
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CountessGrace Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No prob ^.^
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xBlueBerrii Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2016  Hobbyist
Thanks for the watch~ <3
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CountessGrace Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome ^_^
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Adelar-Elric Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Beautiful gallery:D (Big Grin) 
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CountessGrace Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank You ^_^
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